ImPerceptible on January 14th, 2008

This morning I stood in the kitchen making breakfast for the girls. My youngest was playing singstar on the Playstation. I watched as she shouted out the words to “We’re Not Going to Take It”. She jumped on the step stool and danced like someone who had nothing loose. She shook her [...]

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ImPerceptible on January 10th, 2008

My little black dress “shrank in the wash”
I looked like a sausage.
I had nothing to wear.
No problem I have a platinum card
What the…
What the…
What the Fuck!
The rack is blinding me
Glitter and sparkles
70% off but DAMN!
I can’t wear that.
Nothing here
Shit, nothing there either
We’re going to be late
Run to the car one more stop
Sweet mother of god
That [...]

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ImPerceptible on January 7th, 2008

It’s happened before, that feeling of impending demise. A lost feeling. The need to run, or fight, or scream until the anxiety leaves. It’s been awhile. Last night I went to bed early but didn’t sleep. I tossed and turned. My stomach tied into knots and I tried to [...]

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ImPerceptible on January 6th, 2008

I went somewhere last night that I have been 100 or more times before. I saw people I have known for years and people I’ve only seen a few times before. There were also people I’ve never seen and a few I didn’t want to see again. I was my type of [...]

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ImPerceptible on January 3rd, 2008

Several months ago I awoke from a very sound sleep feeling a little odd. I had a feeling of intense pleasure accompanied by the floating tingly feeling that usually follows exclamations of “Ohh Yeees” and precedes reattaching the headboard to the bed. I sat up startled and looked around. My husband was soundly asleep and [...]

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ImPerceptible on January 1st, 2008

I’m going to keep this post short and sweet. Kinda like me if you believe what they say. I know I’m supposed to reflect on the past year, make resolutions for the new one, and eat black-eyed pea and cabbage, but I don’t do that. Except the peas and cabbage part. [...]

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