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It’s weird. I don’t know why but lately I’ve been wanting to smoke. It’s very disturbing for me. I haven’t smoked in years. I don’t want to smoke but I almost got in car and went to the convenience store for a pack of Marlboros the other day. It just comes out of nowhere. It doesn’t last long and it doesn’t happen often but I just can’t figure out why it happens at all.

The other day I walked by a man sitting on a bench and he was smoking. I almost stopped and asked him for a cigarette. I’m not sure what the implications of bumming a cigarette from a bum would be, but they can’t be good.

I’m not going to start smoking again. That’s a given. I like to be able to walk for hours without getting winded. I like not smelling like an ashtray. I like not running out late at night because I ran out cigarettes. I like increasing my chances of watching my future grandkids grow up. I like being a self righteous non-smoker. But right now, I would like a cigarette. I hope it passes quickly.